| i've just decided to write in this since i've neglected to do so for so long. yes. another year of uni is already nearly over. it's a lil scary seeing as how it has gone by soooo quickly... i mean...compared to the pace of high school... it really just goes ZOOOMMM~ *moves arm forward to make superman pose* i'm so screwed though. it's time for exams again...and once again i'm procrastinating... i'm really really really lazy...so screwed. i just don't want to study. i mean if i knew the stuff already...there won't be a problem...but i don't even know the stuff from 1st week :S ... so screwed  whats even more depressing is the fact that the australian dollar has fallen so much :( that means i'll have to somehow find more funny to fund my travelling.... which i don't know how :( so gay~ i don't have that much money to start of with... =[ o wellz... i have no idea what to write here... so i'll just leave it for now..til i find something more interesting to type :P ciao~
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| AHH! i'm sick of people constantly giving crap to arts...  if you have nothing nice to say... DON'T F**K**G SAY IT!
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| *sigh* ...yet another horrible semester of uni is about to start. i can't exactly say i'm looking forward to it... the work...the stress...the pain. yes ... you heard me... pain. it may sound like an exaggeration...but that is what uni brings to my heart... i really hate uni... wish education ended with high school... or at least that uni was more like high school... i hate uni... its a horrible place... where you meet all sorts of people... some you like ... some you may not... theres a lot of people =.= how troublesome... just thinking about uni makes me stressed ... god how i loathe it... sometimes i just wish i didn't wake up at all... =.= that would be nice~ *sigh* but we don't always get what we wish for... *sigh* and i don't want to commit suicide..though i'm not against me dying... *sigh* .... uni sucks...
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| i really don't understand anything. i dislike feeling inferior but yet constantly do. i would like to have self confidence ... but what is there to be confident about? in the world... there are so many other people with skills...attributes to be envied... but what do i have? slow wit and pure ignorance? yes... very enviable indeed... i really wish i was capable of doing something which would be worth my own self respect... i've tried studying back in high school...but even back then... the results were only mediocre or otherwise flukes so there was nothing to be proud of there.. and now.. i'm losing even more confidence in university. everything is moving too fast...but everyone else seems to keep up...just leaving me behind alone with my own self pity and self hatred. why must i exist like this? i know it's probably just because i'm too negative..but i honestly can't find anything to like about myself. everything i do seems so flawed... and i've been getting more and more irrational...(and probably self centered...) i sometimes wish i were 3 years old again... when i was oblivious of everything...free from worries...free from the burdens of thought (yes.. i assume i didn't really think much as a kid anyway...) i wish i could return to those days and never leave them... things were so much easier back then. growing up only adds more complications. why can't i just melt away...
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| great... exams begin in a week, one of my assignments is yet to be completed...and i know nothing at all. as one can tell...i'm not ready for any of my exams. i'm screwed >< i really am. but before i should be concerning myself with that fact... i still need this assignment completed. if only it weren't worth anything...or just not as much. =[ o well...can't be helped. i'm just really worried now bout my average. i really doubt it's going to make it this semester. *runs around screaming like a headless chook* great.... well...hopefully i at least pass all my subjects this semester... *sigh* uni is just so depressing these days i really have come to hate it. the people organising my assessments are absolutely heartless!!! they don't seem to ever give us breaks =[ o well... i guess thats enough of me complaining for one day. |
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